"A Constant Suicide" is the self-published, debut novel of Brian Krans. The first draft of the novel was written in November 2006, as part of National Novel Writing Month. It was released in May 2007 by Rock Town Press.

8.15.2009

"Despite"

I have finally found my favorite word: despite.

Since I feel like this is a beginning of some college essay, I might as well include this part: Websters defines “despite” as “without being affected by; in spite of.” It’s Latin root means “look down upon.”

There could be a fill-in-the-blanks that starts with despite for all the people I admire: Despite _________, I __________.

There’s so many ways to fill that in. I want to get it tattooed on my somewhere and fill it in with Sharpie every once in a while, moving on to something else before it fades away.

Despite my age and ability, I keep skating.

Despite my high school counselor, I made it through college.

Despite the critics, I still write.

Despite knowing better, I take chances.

Despite everything to the contrary, I am where I am.

Despite my haters, I move forward.