Now is the time to see if I have what it takes. I've talked about doing a lot in my life, but rarely have actually done it. Guys from college, you know what I mean. Meredith, you know what I mean.
This week will decide if I can finally shut the hell up and do something with my life - do what I want to do with it. No more talk. It's time for action.
So here I am on the eve of the turning point of my life. Do I go on doing what I'm told, keeping a steady job or do I move forward with doing what would truly make my happy? If I succeed, I would be my own boss for the rest of my life.
The fridge is stocked. The laundry is done. Work is non-existant. Distractions have disappeared.
I will tell you this -- the ending is done and it even suprised me. It's nothing you'll expect.
Now, knowing the beginning and the end, I have to make sure I set the scenery and tone equal to the completed parts.
To all of my friends, you have inspired my life in more ways than I could ever repay you for. I love you all. Wish me the best.
With love,
Brian
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The Author...
This book is about...
Suicide. Blame. Faith. Image.
College isn't all kegs and eggs.
Chris feels like a loser. He's sick of his Catholic high school life of obedience and order. He goes to college craving something else, but knows he won't find it on his own. The socially adept Ethan shows him true happiness through basement parties and campus terrorism, with a few hundred-dollars' worth of innocent fish as victims.
Everything seems fine until Ethan puts a gun in his mouth sophomore year. Chris has to find out why the envy of so many chose suicide as his way out. He won't like the answers.
Part-memoir, part-fiction, A Constant Suicide is an accurate portrayal of the underside of campus life populated by a generation seeking the never-ending party.
Why I write
"The first step to controlling your world is to control your culture. To model and demonstrate the kind of world you demand to live in. To write the books. Make the music. Shoot the films. Paint the art." - Chuck Palahniuk
Track "A Constant Suicide"
- Mar 28 - Apr 4 (1)
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- Feb 22 - Mar 1 (1)
- Feb 1 - Feb 8 (1)
- Jan 11 - Jan 18 (1)
- Dec 28 - Jan 4 (2)
- Dec 14 - Dec 21 (1)
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- Feb 24 - Mar 2 (1)
- Feb 17 - Feb 24 (1)
- Feb 3 - Feb 10 (1)
- Jan 20 - Jan 27 (1)
- Jan 6 - Jan 13 (2)
- Dec 23 - Dec 30 (1)
- Dec 9 - Dec 16 (1)
- Dec 2 - Dec 9 (1)
- Nov 25 - Dec 2 (2)
- Nov 18 - Nov 25 (1)
- Nov 11 - Nov 18 (1)
- Nov 4 - Nov 11 (1)
- Oct 28 - Nov 4 (2)
- Oct 21 - Oct 28 (1)
- Sep 23 - Sep 30 (1)
- Sep 16 - Sep 23 (1)
- Aug 26 - Sep 2 (2)
- Aug 12 - Aug 19 (1)
- Aug 5 - Aug 12 (1)
- Jul 29 - Aug 5 (2)
- Jul 15 - Jul 22 (1)
- Jul 1 - Jul 8 (1)
- Jun 24 - Jul 1 (1)
- Jun 17 - Jun 24 (1)
- Jun 10 - Jun 17 (3)
- Jun 3 - Jun 10 (1)
- May 27 - Jun 3 (2)
- May 20 - May 27 (2)
- May 13 - May 20 (4)
- May 6 - May 13 (1)
- Apr 29 - May 6 (1)
- Apr 22 - Apr 29 (2)
- Apr 15 - Apr 22 (3)
- Apr 8 - Apr 15 (1)
- Apr 1 - Apr 8 (2)
- Mar 25 - Apr 1 (1)
- Mar 18 - Mar 25 (2)
- Mar 11 - Mar 18 (1)
- Feb 25 - Mar 4 (1)
- Feb 18 - Feb 25 (1)
- Feb 11 - Feb 18 (1)
- Feb 4 - Feb 11 (1)
- Jan 28 - Feb 4 (1)
- Jan 14 - Jan 21 (2)
- Jan 7 - Jan 14 (1)
- Dec 31 - Jan 7 (1)
- Dec 24 - Dec 31 (1)
- Dec 17 - Dec 24 (2)
- Dec 10 - Dec 17 (1)
- Dec 3 - Dec 10 (3)
- Nov 26 - Dec 3 (4)
- Nov 19 - Nov 26 (4)
- Nov 12 - Nov 19 (5)
- Nov 5 - Nov 12 (2)
- Oct 29 - Nov 5 (4)
Contact
For ordering and all other inquiries: brian@aconstantsuicide.com
7 comments:
Good luck bud, can't wait to read the final copy. See you in a few weeks.
So when do we get to see the whole thing? And just for the record...I never doubted you. You always had big plans, and I loved to see your enthusiasm. I just hoped you would have gone thru with the movie scripts (i.e. Working). Any plans of a film adaptation to this novel?
Adaptation, I don't know. I've already got the idea for my next book, sort of a rewrite of Working. That is going to be a good one.
That would be sweet. i liked "Working." So are you going to stick to self publishing online, or hard print as well?
Jay,
This isn't an online book. This blog is just to keep me good to my word and so Kellen has a place to post lewd comments and not get kicked off. Oh yeah, I'm definately printing the thing.
Lewd comments? I do not know of what you speak. It is not lewd to say sweaterkittens. Or to call Joe a cum guzzling gut slut. It is just the truth.
Best of luck to you on your final push. I'm also looking forward to reading the final copy.
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